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Looking Up
"I came to a revelation today. Well, I come to this same revelation every couple of days. I am responsible for my own success or failure. Sure, I have mental health problems, but I can only milk that for so long. I really have to do something productive..."
[11/20/00]
by Marcus Paulson

Looking Up
"I have been studying for my exam. I have decided to ace it. Itís better than deciding Iím going to fail it. I have been studying for long hours for the past 3 days. Ok, not as much as I would like to, but thatís reality..."
[11/07/00]
by Marcus Paulson

Looking Up
"I keep on thinking about my past failures, or what I believe to be failures. It gets to the point that I think of nothing else. It permeates every pore of my being, like when you eat too much garlic..."
[10/03/00]
by Marcus Paulson

Looking Up
"I am worried that I won't get my work done on time. I put it off for so long, and now I am having to face the consequences. I don't do well under pressure. I do as much work under pressure as when I am not, which is very little..."
[09/28/00]
by Marcus Paulson

Looking Up
"I suppose I could be in a worse situation. I'm not addicted to anything stronger than caffeine, I don't have to live without a home, I don't have to wonder where my next meal is coming from, and I'm in good physical health..."
[09/24/00]
by Marcus Paulson


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